Do you ever feel like you don’t belong

But not like its described in those other songs

Like you’re nowhere near where you should be

But where you should be is nowhere at all

 

Life is a hellhole waiting to end

And I wish mine was over

Or better yet that it never began

I don’t want to feel like this any longer

 

I’m imprisoned by my own decisions

I’m enslaved by my own sense of morality

I feel the need to break all my rules and inhibitions

I’m trapped by my own beliefs

No, I don’t have anyone else that I would rather be

I just don’t want to be me

 

Does it make sense how suicidal this sounds

Existence is a nuisance unto itself

I hate my job and everyone around

And how I love my god more than I love myself

 

I’m imprisoned by my own decisions

I’m enslaved by my own sense of morality

I feel the need to break all my rules and inhibitions

I’m trapped by my own beliefs

No, I don’t have anyone else that I would rather be

I just don’t want to be me

 

Why am I here

Why can’t I take my life with my own hands

It’s not like I care

It doesn’t matter if no one else understands

 

I hate that I ignore myself

When I wake up in the morn

And I wish that I had not

 

I hate that I’m waiting for

An accident, an excuse

Any reason to just stop

 

I hate the world

and all its issues

I’m just not that strong

 

I was so happy

Just a short while ago

I wonder what went wrong

 

I’m imprisoned by my own decisions

I’m enslaved by my own sense of morality

I feel the need to break all my rules and inhibitions

I’m trapped by my own beliefs

There is nobody that I want to be

Especially not me