I don’t appreciate my freedom like I should
I can’t tell if I’m the user or the used
Freedom hasn’t done me any good
Unless I messed up because I don’t know the rules
I used to wish I could turn back time
Now I only feel confused
None of what I did was ever right
And I still have so much more left to lose
I told myself to never do things that I would regret
But I regret everything I’ve ever done
I keep the water pouring because all I know is rain
It seems that I’ve forgotten what the sun
Looks like
I feel like a child when I’m lost inside my head
Every decision that I’ve ever made
I was wrong and it’s a wonder that I feel this pain
Every time I learn I made a mistake
Why am I surprised
I wish that I knew how to push away
All the clouds I have inside my mind
It’s hard to think clearly every day
I stumble one choice at a time
I keep trying to move forward
Though I can’t say if forward is right
I fell off my sanity so long ago
Because I live for more than “I”
I told myself to never do things that I would regret
But I regret everything I’ve ever done
I keep the water pouring because all I know is rain
It seems that I’ve forgotten what the sun
Looks like
I feel like a child when I’m lost inside my head
Every decision that I’ve ever made
I was wrong and it’s a wonder that I feel this pain
Every time I learn I made a mistake
Why am I surprised
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