In Limbo

I’ve reached the peak of the mountain
My stress is at its height again
The glory of the educated champion
Can I say now that I can’t

Is there anything more exhausting
Ah, I’m being dramatic again
My nightmares are keeping me from sleeping
Can I say now that I can’t

Do this for much longer
Keep up my chin
Unshake my hands
I choose to sit at the piano
Thought my dream is lost
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t

Hold on, hold on, hold on

Are you suffering the way I am
Do you feel sick every time you think my name
Do I make you regret every damn . . .
And resent everyone, are you the same

Do you feel stupid like I do
My palms are itchy and untamed
I’d give you everything I got from you
If I thought you could take the pain

Take my memories of you
Off of my skin
Let me go
I dare to let in sleep tonight
Even though I feel the cost
I know, I know, I know

Be strong, be strong, be strong

I am sinking in the calm of the storm
That god said this too shall pass
Don’t you realize that your god doesn’t care
And if this storm
Will pass
Then in the hole it leaves it will come back

I can’t, I can’t, I can’t

Do this any longer
Keep up my chin
Unshake my hands
I choose to sit at the piano with my sins
That dream is gone
I can’t hold on

Get these memories of you
Off of my skin
Let me go
I dare to let sleep in tonight, hope it wins
Though I’m alone
I know to be strong

I am drowning in the mess in my head
My god said this too shall pass
But I’ve realized that my god isn’t there
And this stress
Will stay
I will not leave room for you to come back

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