I’m sorry

For getting to the point

Where you ask if something’s wrong

I’m sorry

For not using my voice

Even you noticed something’s off

 

I’m so sorry

That I couldn’t speak a word

About how I feel

I’m so sorry

That I couldn’t let you in

So I could heal

 

As if

As if I should talk to you

As if my voice was worth listening to

As if

If it mattered to you

All you had to do

Was ask

As if I could open up to you myself

If you cared you would know I needed help

As if you’d know how I felt

I thought I made it easy to tell

 

It’s not my job

To teach you the signs

And how to read them

I’m sorry

I feel stupid that I

Can’t seem to get out of my head

 

I’m just lonely

And I wish you’d cross

The barriers I put up

I’m just lonely

I wish you’d make me

Feel like I’m enough

 

As if

As if I should talk to you

As if my voice was worth listening to

As if

If it mattered to you

All you had to do

Was ask

As if I could open up to you myself

If you cared you would know I needed help

As if you’d know how I felt

I thought I made it easy to tell

 

Won’t you hold me

Caress my mind

Distract me from the pain

I’m just lonely

Can’t you tell that I’m

Just asking you to stay

 

I’m so sorry

I feel stupid

For reaching out today

I’m so sorry

I need you till

I can say that I’m okay

 

As if

As if I should talk to you

As if my voice was worth listening to

As if

If it mattered to you

All you had to do

Was ask

As if I could open up to you myself

If you cared you would know I needed help

As if you’d know how I felt

I thought I made it easy to tell

 

I’m just lonely

And I wish you’d cross

The barriers I put up

I’m just lonely

I wish you’d make me

Feel like I’m enough