I hate you so much right now

I’m ready to run away

I’m just about to cut off my friends

I’m making plans to escape

 

I hate it so much when you open your mouth

If only you would watch what you say

Why am I hiding everything in my head

No, I shouldn’t give in today

 

But I wish I could show you

How much I am hurting inside

I want to put it on display

Maybe you’d stop making me cry

I shouldn’t give in today

 

Do you think that I’m doing this on purpose

How many times do I have to tell you

That I can’t do this

I shouldn’t give in today

 

Why are you still lying here

Can’t you leave, just go away

The wave is coming over me again

And my wings can’t hold my weight

 

I hate it so much when you block your ears

I thought you wanted me to stay

Why am I standing here with my fists clenched

No, I shouldn’t give in today

 

I just wish I could show you

How much pain I feel inside

I want to put it on display

But I can’t make someone else cry

I shouldn’t give in today

 

Do you think that I’m doing this on purpose

How many times do I have to tell you

That I can’t do this

I shouldn’t give in today

 

Hey, at least open the door

Don’t you have the decency

Look at my face if

You wanna yell at me

 

Hey, what am I fighting for

All this is stupidity

Just like the pain is

Hey, you wanna yell at me

 

But I wish I could show you

How much I am hurting inside

I want to put it on display

Maybe you’d stop making me cry

I shouldn’t give in today

 

Do you think that I’m doing this on purpose

How many times do I have to tell you

That I can’t do this

I shouldn’t give in today

 

I just wish I could show you

How much pain I feel inside

I want to put it on display

But I can’t make someone else cry

I shouldn’t give in today

 

Do you think that I’m doing this on purpose

How many times do I have to tell you

That I can’t do this

I shouldn’t give in today

 

I shouldn’t give in today

But I am so close

How should I hold

Back from making a mistake

Don’t give in today