I know

It’s my fault

You told me exactly what you needed

All I had to do was be there

 

I know

I’m stone cold

But you know when I break down in pieces

I wanna take my misery

Off the deep end

 

Hold me closer

When I try to run away

When I hide from you

Find out if I’m okay

Reach out to me

Now

Check on me

How

How are you feeling

 

I should be thanking my lucky stars

That I’m here today

But instead I am wishing hard

I don’t wanna live this way

All I have to do is get up

Even I am fed up

 

I should be holding out my arms

And walking straight

But I’m leaving out my part

And giving you all the blame

All I have to do is get up

You’ve already done enough

What could you even do for me, pray

 

You’re hurt

It’s my fault

Look at me still playing the victim

Pretending no one cares to listen

 

My words

Were personal

I told you everything you missed when

I was locked in my self-built prison

My deep end

 

Pull me closer

When I try to run away

Look for me if I

Don’t let you see my face

Reach out to me

Oh

Don’t let me be

Oh

I’m so dependent

 

I should be thanking my lucky stars

That I’m here today

But instead I am wishing hard

I don’t wanna live this way

All I have to do is get up

Even I am fed up

 

I should be holding out my arms

And walking straight

But I’m leaving out my part

And giving you all the blame

All I have to do is get up

You’ve already done enough

What could you even do for me, pray

 

I’m hurt

It’s my fault

All I have to do is move right now

Pray my head will let me out

 

My worst

Is my fault

All I have to do is move right now

All I know how to do is shout

In my head

 

I should be thanking my lucky stars

That I’m here today

But instead I am wishing hard

I don’t wanna live this way

All I have to do is get up

Even I am fed up

 

I should be holding out my arms

And walking straight

But I’m leaving out my part

And giving you all the blame

All I have to do is get up

You’ve already done enough

What more could you do for me, pray