I’m not letting my walls down

I’m just holding my breath for a moment

This is not how it goes

I’m just holding myself back a moment

You don’t even know what was wrong

You thought I cooled down after a minute

But I hold my grudges long

Your sins won’t be so quickly forgiven

 

It isn’t that easy

I know I make it seem simple

But I am just waiting

Until my time comes to walk out the door

 

Laugh all you want

This time should be so precious to you

But you don’t even know

Half the things I’m planning to do

I put up my front

You won’t know what I think of you

Until it’s my time to go

 

You won’t be ready

And I might not stop to say goodbye

 

You think you know me so well

I’m not going to let this slide

I’m just escaping in my head

You can say what you say all the time

Looks like I haven’t broken yet

I’m sure it’ll some as a surprise

I’m just holding back for a moment

I’m just baiting my time

 

It isn’t that easy

I know I make it seem simple

But I am just waiting

Until my time comes to walk out the door

 

Laugh all you want

This time should be so precious to you

But you don’t even know

Half the things I’m planning to do

I put up my front

You won’t know what I think of you

Until it’s my time to go

 

You won’t be ready

And I might not stop to say goodbye

 

Did you think I was easy

I’m just biting my tongue

You can call me crazy

I’ve called myself that more than enough

 

Did you think I was easy

I’m just holding myself back so I

Can unleash my crazy

I am just waiting for my time

 

Laugh all you want

This time should be so precious to you

But you don’t even know

Half the things I’m planning to do

I put up my front

You won’t know what I think of you

Until it’s my time to go

 

You won’t be ready

And I might not stop to say goodbye

 

You’ll never be ready

Don’t try to convince me

I might not stop to say goodbye

I am gonna do

What I have to

This time