Didn’t I say it’s fine

Didn’t I say pay no mind

I know that you never listen to what I tell you

 

This isn’t my first time here

And I know it won’t be my last

We’re rung in the new year

But to me it’s all like the past

 

I’m

Fighting everybody

Isn’t it supposed to be my safe place

You’re

Just too unbearable

You can’t even see the tears on my face

 

Didn’t I say

What I wanted

Didn’t I tell

I didn’t hold it in

 

Didn’t I say

Why am I feeling like this again

 

I hate having to write

Because no one will listen

Though I’ve said a million times

Nothing changes

 

I hate using my life

Just to close the distance

Still I’m the only one who cries

Nothing changes

 

What do I have to do

To get through

Didn’t I say

Didn’t I say

But you never listen to what I tell you

 

Only my clock goes back

Only I remember everything

I want the comfort you have

I want the space to breathe

 

You’re

So far removed and gone

Down your expectations, your way

I’m

Still in the hazard zone

Was I supposed to live my life at your pace

 

Didn’t I say

What I wanted

Didn’t I tell

I didn’t hold it in

 

Didn’t I say

Why am I feeling like this again

 

I hate having to write

Because no one will listen

Though I’ve said a million times

Nothing changes

 

I hate using my life

Just to close the distance

Still I’m the only one who cries

Nothing changes

 

What do I have to do

To get through

Didn’t I say

Didn’t I say

But you never listen to what I tell you

 

Go on, then

Ignore me all you can

See if I can handle this

Over and over again

 

I swear

One day you’ll hear the end

‘Cause I can’t keep making a wish

Over and over again

If you

Never listen

 

I hate having to write

Because no one will listen

Though I’ve said a million times

Nothing changes

 

I hate using my life

Just to close the distance

Still I’m the only one who cries

Nothing changes

 

What do I have to do

To get through

Didn’t I say

Didn’t I say

But you never listen to what I tell you

 

I hate having to write

Because no one will listen

Though I’ve said a million times

Nothing changes

 

I hate using my life

Just to close the distance

Still I’m the only one who cries

Nothing changes

 

What do I have to do

To get through

Didn’t I say

Didn’t I say

But you never listen to what I tell you