I got in the shower, I keeled over and I cried

I asked myself what the hell did I do wrong this time

Didn’t I get a tattoo to say I’ll Nevermind

I’m not supposed to pay attention to the shit in my life

 

But it’s all me

It’s all in my head

No wonder I can’t breathe

No wonder I keep, feeling sad

 

It’s all me

I’m the one that’s wrong

I keep reaching for things

I’m not supposed to hold

 

How do I let go

Is that something that I’ll never know

 

I went to the basement, I opened my laptop and typed

It’s easy to get in this dangerous headspace if I try

I blink and the song wrote itself but I wonder why

I thought that the meds were cleaning this shit from my life

 

But it’s all me

It’s all in my head

No wonder I can’t breathe

No wonder I keep, feeling sad

 

It’s all me

I’m the one that’s wrong

I keep reaching for things

I’m not supposed to hold

 

How do I let go

Is that something that I’ll never know

 

The sounds from outside are breaching their way into here

My dramatic genetics keep making themselves very clear

I can’t stand this noise, please let me just disappear

Take a deep breath,

I’m okay

Let me disappear

 

But it’s all me

It’s all in my head

No wonder I can’t breathe

No wonder I keep, feeling sad

 

It’s all me

I’m the one that’s wrong

I keep reaching for things

I’m not supposed to hold

 

How do I let go

Is that something that I’ll never know

 

I just want peace

Is that something that I’ll never know