The sound of the rain huh

Are you trying to soothe me

But I’m so angry right now

I don’t think I like what it’s doing

 

The sound of the rain huh

Calm me down, calm me down

I’ll get over this too

Just calm it down, calm it down

 

Take a deep breath

I just need to fall asleep

Tuck the thoughts away

Listen to the sound of the rain

 

Take a deep breath

It’s not as bad as it seems

I’ll get over the pain

Lose it to the sound of the rain

 

It’s colder outside she says

But so what if I can’t feel it

I don’t sleep well in the cold she says

Well shit it’s like me and heat then

I’ll lose another night

No problem, I can sacrifice

Bite my lip

Forget this

I can’t bully your weakness

 

I used to say

That I can say

Anything

To family

I’m comfortable

Unstoppable

Say everything

I have no fears

So what happened to that comfort

Look at me holding myself back

I turn instead to notebooks

Shes and theys on the internet

I can say all I wanted then

I complain to my heart’s content

Is this my new family

Then what about this one right here

Who am I trying to protect

If not for family

Then whose pain do I have to fear

What am I going to sacrifice next

 

The sound of the rain huh

Are you trying to soothe me

But I’m so angry right now

I don’t think I like what it’s doing

 

The sound of the rain huh

Calm me down, calm me down

I’ll get over this too

Just calm it down, calm it down

 

Take a deep breath

I just need to fall asleep

Tuck the thoughts away

Listen to the sound of the rain

 

Take a deep breath

It’s not as bad as it seems

I’ll get over the pain

Lose it to the sound of the rain

 

I keep writing in this style

When it comes to blood

I lose my rhythm

All my lines

Get jumbled up

Like a damn religion

I can’t control myself

My thoughts

My flow –

– ing pen, no inhibition

Nearing 2 AM

But I can’t stop

What am I so mad about

(I can’t stop)

Why can’t I sleep

(I need to stop)

 

I woke up to the sound of the rain

I feel so calm, I must have missed this

It’s so damn nice to feel at ease

Hey, there ain’t nothing like the present

 

Did I say calm? The sky is howling

The window’s shaking

And now a car alarm – it’s drowning

Out the sound of the rain

My sister’s awake

My heart is stupid, restless

I had to write again

Took out the pen

My eyes are hurting, damn

It’s already 5 AM

Can’t you calm down, man

Damn rain always ruining my plans

 

The sound of the rain huh

Are you trying to soothe me

But I’m so angry right now

I don’t think I like what it’s doing

 

The sound of the rain huh

Calm me down, calm me down

I’ll get over this too

Just calm it down, calm it down

 

Take a deep breath

I just need to fall asleep

Tuck the thoughts away

Listen to the sound of the rain

 

Take a deep breath

It’s not as bad as it seems

I’ll get over the pain

Lose it to the sound of the rain

 

Oh so we quiet now

After causing all that damage

The rain is my obsession

Natural fuel to my depression

But I’ve got a confession

This too is about the music, yeah

I hold punches so I hold grudges, yeah

It’s been years but I ain’t forgotten that

That rain that locked me in my room (back then)

So I couldn’t chase my music

It’s been years but I ain’t forgotten

The sound of rain makes me chaotic

The night continues on

I should’ve been getting sleep but

My head’s a mess, like always

Why can’t I be like other people

Leave me alone rain

Look at me talking to the air again

Just go to sleep, man

I’m talking to myself again

Take a deep breath

Practice made the perfect game

Take a deep breath

”I love the sound of the rain”

 

I said it’s about the music

But it’s just too fucking humid

I just want to turn the fan on stronger

But she’ll kill hate me if I do

Haha, isn’t family the best

“Take a deep breath”

Count to ten?

Yeah, I got it – my sleep is screwed

Sweet dreams, sis

Better be comfortable for you

 

The sound of the rain huh

Are you trying to soothe me

But I’m so angry right now

I don’t think I like what it’s doing

 

The sound of the rain huh

Calm me down, calm me down

I’ll get over this too

Just calm it down, calm it down

 

Take a deep breath

I just need to fall asleep

Tuck the thoughts away

Listen to the sound of the rain

 

Take a deep breath

It’s not as bad as it seems

I’ll get over the pain

Lose it to the sound of the rain

 

The sound of the rain huh

Are you trying to soothe me

But I’m so angry right now

I don’t think I like what it’s doing

 

The sound of the rain huh

Calm me down, calm me down

I’ll get over this too

Just calm it down, calm it down

 

Take a deep breath

I just need to fall asleep

Tuck the thoughts away

Listen to the sound of the rain

 

Take a deep breath

It’s not as bad as it seems

I’ll get over the pain

Lose it to the sound of the rain

 

The sound of the rain huh

Are you trying to soothe me

But I’m so angry right now

I don’t think I like what it’s doing

 

The sound of the rain huh

Calm me down, calm me down

I’ll get over this too

Just calm it down, calm it down

 

Take a deep breath

I just need to fall asleep

Tuck the thoughts away

Listen to the sound of the rain

 

Take a deep breath

It’s not as bad as it seems

I’ll get over the pain

Lose it to the sound of the rain