Once again going in circles

Can’t get my head on straight

Do I push for the impossible

Or get out of this place

 

I said I’d give it one more

Push my hardest one last time

I said I wouldn’t give up

Until I got there, not this time

 

I feel like I am wasting

So many days have already passed

But I am still just waiting

For the moment to come at last

This is such a stupid thought

I forget what I’m racing towards

I will never get there if

I still haven’t moved at all

 

Nevermind being exhausted

Is it really that hard to do

The only thing I’ve ever dreamed of

Who cares if I have room

 

I’m stuck like it matters

No one’s even stopping me

I’m the one holding back

I’m the one who’s stopping me

 

I feel like I am wasting

So many days have already passed

But I am still just waiting

For the moment to come at last

This is such a stupid thought

I forget what I’m racing towards

I will never get there if

I still haven’t moved at all

 

I don’t like that I am nothing

What if my peak has already passed

What’s the point in trying

I should’ve done better when I had the chance

This is such a stupid thought

I’ll forget where I belong

I will never get there if

I still haven’t moved at all

 

This isn’t a decision to make

I already know

My answer has always been there

 

But I am still so afraid

What if I go

And I don’t end up anywhere

 

I fought so hard for the chance

It’s now in my grasp

So I have no excuses left

 

How much longer do I kid myself

It’s not like I can do this

I found my limits

This is already my best

 

I feel like I am wasting

So many days have already passed

But I am still just waiting

For the moment to come at last

This is such a stupid thought

I forget what I’m racing towards

I will never get there if

I still haven’t moved at all

 

I don’t like that I am nothing

But my peak has already passed

What’s the point in trying

I should’ve done better when I had the chance

This is such a stupid thought

I forgot where I belong

I’ve already been here

There was nowhere to go all along