It’s not real  

It doesn’t exist  

You say it’s all in my head  

That I can’t get out this ditch  

That I can’t heal  

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch  

Who can’t get out of her head  

So I keep taking meds  

Oh oh oh oh  

  

That isn’t what you meant to say 

It’s all I heard 

Be careful with the disappointment on your face 

It’s louder than words 

 

I bombed it all 

You take the fall 

And hope I’ll get better soon 

But I’m still broke 

And you’re the only  

Reason I haven’t fell through 

 

Watch out for the cracks on the floor 

I wouldn’t want to lose my only source 

Keeping me afloat 

 

It’s not real 

It doesn’t exist  

You say it’s all in my head  

That I can’t get out this ditch  

That I can’t heal  

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch  

Who can’t get out of her head  

So I keep taking meds  

Oh oh oh oh 

 

I’m not trying to put words in your mouth 

They’re already there 

You’re doing so well for yourself 

Ignore my despair 

 

I lost my way 

You chose to stay 

And hope I’ll get better quick 

Don’t stop and stare 

When I can barely 

Keep the anxiety off my skin 

 

Watch out for creeps at the door 

I wouldn’t to lose my only source 

Dragging me along 

 

It’s not real  

It doesn’t exist  

You say it’s all in my head  

That I can’t get out this ditch  

That I can’t heal  

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch  

Who can’t get out of her head  

So I keep taking meds  

Oh oh oh oh 

 

I lost my way  

You chose to stay 

And hope that I want to exist 

But I’m all feels 

And I can’t really 

Choose to ignore this 

 

Watch out for blame I dump on you 

I want to torment everyone for jazz and blues 

I swear, it’s not your fault 

 

It’s just me 

I don’t know how to listen 

I only hear what’s loud in my head 

I can’t heal 

I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch 

Who can’t get motivated 

So I keep feeling bad 

Oh oh oh oh 

 

It’s not real  

It doesn’t exist  

You say it’s all in my head  

That I can’t get out this ditch  

That I can’t heal  

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch  

Who can’t get out of her head  

So I keep taking meds  

Oh oh oh oh