It’s not real

It doesn’t exist

You say it’s all in my head

That I can’t get out this ditch

That I can’t heal

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch

Who can’t get out of her head

So I keep taking meds

Oh oh oh oh

 

That isn’t what you meant to say

It’s all I heard

Be careful with the disappointment on your face

It’s louder than words

 

I bombed it all

You take the fall

And hope I’ll get better soon

But I’m still broke

And you’re the only

Reason I haven’t fell through

 

Watch out for the cracks on the floor

I wouldn’t want to lose my only source

Keeping me afloat

 

It’s not real

It doesn’t exist

You say it’s all in my head

That I can’t get out this ditch

That I can’t heal

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch

Who can’t get out of her head

So I keep taking meds

Oh oh oh oh

 

I’m not trying to put words in your mouth

They’re already there

You’re doing so well for yourself

Ignore my despair

 

I lost my way

You chose to stay

And hope I’ll get better quick

Don’t stop and stare

When I can barely

Keep the anxiety off my skin

 

Watch out for creeps at the door

I wouldn’t want to lose my only source

Dragging me along

 

It’s not real

It doesn’t exist

You say it’s all in my head

That I can’t get out this ditch

That I can’t heal

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch

Who can’t get out of her head

So I keep taking meds

Oh oh oh oh

 

I lost my way

You chose to stay

And hope that I want to exist

But I’m all feels

And I can’t really

Choose to ignore this

 

Watch out for blame I dump on you

I want to torment everyone for jazz and blues

I swear, it’s not your fault

 

It’s just me

I don’t know how to listen

I only hear what’s loud in my head

I can’t heal

I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch

Who can’t get motivated

So I keep feeling bad

Oh oh oh oh

 

It’s not real

It doesn’t exist

You say it’s all in my head

That I can’t get out this ditch

That I can’t heal

And I’m Just. Some. Dumb. Bitch

Who can’t get out of her head

So I keep taking meds

Oh oh oh oh