12:52 AM EST July 14th make that 15th 2024

Argentina had just beat Colombia at the COPA

1 point an out-of-regulation goal score

It was Messi’s last game but he got a bad sprain

In the second half didn’t even get to play poor boy

And there was a really cute guy on the Q train that I waited 20 minutes for

Mind you I hadn’t meant for us to match

We just decided separately to wear all black

Despite the heat wave

I hope he got home safe

But anyway

I couldn’t help but notice him noticing me

You know when the air is tense and full of chemistry

Your eyes just connect

I watched him when he left

He checked my window when he passed

And now I’m gonna be up all night wondering if he

Was looking at my face or my chest

Ah, to think that I’d been too depressed

To even go outside for weeks

I fought my body and then my PMS

What does it want from me

Honestly

I know absolutely nothing

About the man in the train car full of males

But I will go to sleep eventually

And dream of tousling his hair

I almost feel apologetic

But who knows if he won’t do the same

His gaze was so magnetic

Pulling me in

And the thing is

I’ll never see him again

But I’d write a whole song for him

Ah, to think I’d been so depressed

But now my hormones are a rage

I just got over my PMS

How dare a stranger light a flame

With something as simple as a male gaze

Oh, the people pop champagne

Or hang their heads in silence

How like a stranger to make waves

How like me that I’m now obsessed

I had just been panicking in gay

My hormones are giving me whiplash

I’m tired even though the birds are yet to come out and play

Wow he really has me wrecked

(I should stop before I say

Even more things I’ll regret)