What do I do
What do I do
I don’t want to lie to myself
When it’s hard to smile
Tell myself I’m getting better
And there’s a light ending the tunnel
It’s not like I’m still depressed
It’s just a little hard to move sometimes
I can fight fatigue with exercises
If I can get myself to move… (go outside)
I set alarms
For practice every night
And turn them off
I can’t do anything right
I promised everyone
Including myself
I would give my all
I can’t do anything right
What do I do
What do I do
When the song hates me
It doesn’t want to come out and play
It keeps trying to escape me
Mm, mm, mm
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
What do I do
When the song hates me
It doesn’t want to come out and play
It keeps trying to escape me
Mm, mm, mm
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Mm, I just… My heart aches
I only want to give it justice
Play it right for once
Without slipping weird or buzzing
Without having to slow down
Because I can’t play on time well
I only want to play it right once
And once more and more again
I can barely write the song
Because I can’t right my wrongs
What kind of music wants a lousy player
I claim to want to give it justice
But I’m afraid of getting calloused
What kind of music wants to have to ask for favors
What do I do
What do I do
When the song hates me
It doesn’t want to come out and play
It keeps trying to escape me
Mm, mm, mm
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
What do I do
When the song hates me
It doesn’t want to come out and play
It keeps trying to escape me
Mm, mm, mm
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I must look like
A drunkard
Lying by
My guitar
Crying
Because I’m not good enough
Of course the song doesn’t trust me
Someone who doesn’t know how to work hard
I’m only trying to escape me
No wonder my song hates me
No wonder
No wonder my song hates me
And doesn’t want to come out and play
And keeps trying to escape me
I wanna run away
I wanna run away
Should I just try again
One last time

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