Sometimes I struggle with sleep 

Same old story, same old me 

It’s like the world is flowing backwards 

And I’m ankle deep 

Why am I fighting 

The stream 

I don’t know where my mind is 

I lost it in a dream 

 

And I know that I’m disconnecting 

So I raid my mom’s kitchen 

Though my inner child hates eating healthy 

 

But the food is warm 

Will I forget I’m torn 

I just want to feel something, anything at all 

 

That must have been a joke 

You psycho 

Everybody knows 

Depression’s just a title 

You’re only missing caffeine 

That you drink instead of water 

And then go back to sleep 

Cause soda makes me tired 

 

And I know that I’m falling behind 

But even my therapist can’t help this time 

Perhaps my whole life is on the line 

 

So I forgive myself 

Everything’s just fine 

It’s not my fault I have 

To face each day in fight 

And I get one break that works 

Where I can do what’s right 

I forget my faults 

I can feel something, anything in real life 

I just want to feel something, anything at all 

 

My heart beats harder 

When I’m daydreaming 

Happily ever after 

Can only be achieved if 

I close my eyes 

And let my designs 

Take over 

 

(His arms are warm 

And my clothes are torn 

My vision’s going like storm 

And I’m neck deep 

But I’m happy here 

 

Tomorrow never comes 

It’s just me and my wants 

I don’t have to push on 

Yeah, I’m happy here) 

 

My heart is warm 

I’m somewhere far gone 

And I might hate me later on, but 

I just want to feel something, anything at all