We could talk for 15 hours straight
And make your brother worry
Save me as ‘non-lover” in your contacts
As if you didn’t propose
My username is still a butterfly
With the ice cream emoji
I’m prepared for forever together
I thought I’d told you so
It hurts when you don’t text for days
I can’t even say “it’s fine” with a smiley face
Babe, I don’t want to lie
Weren’t you mine in the first place
Now I think about the tweets you used to tag me in
When it felt like you were in a void with no one listening
I want to be there now as I was then
I miss knowing everything about you and being your best friend
Now I write songs about how painful the silence is
You’re always one text away but that feels like quite the distance
I wish I could be in your life again
I miss knowing you, I miss you, darling
You’re moving out of town? And changing jobs?
I’m lucky I have your new number
I panicked so fucking hard when I thought
You had cut me off
I hate the feeling of being out of
The loop, that used,
to be my daily news
Paper
Are you even doing alright, my love
Living with all those
Strangers
It hurts when you don’t text for days
I can’t even say “it’s fine” with a smiley face
Babe, I don’t want to lie
Weren’t you mine in the first place
Now I think about the tweets you used to tag me in
When it felt like you were in a void with no one listening
I want to be there now as I was then
I miss knowing everything about you and being your best friend
Now I write songs about how painful the silence is
You’re always one text away but that feels like quite the distance
I wish I could be in your life again
I miss knowing you, I miss you, darling
You say I can shoot a message whenever I want
But I don’t even have anything going on
I’m more inclined to shoot the messenger
But I know it’s different on your side
Why don’t you send updates about your life
You make me feel so helpless here
Isn’t it hard without me
You know, oh, that the only thing
I’m good for is to be your listener
It hurts to think that you
Aren’t thinking of me, too
(Lie to me, tell me it isn’t true)
These days I keep thinking about what I missed
Perhaps I should be planning another visit
But I’m frightened
By the thought that you don’t want any of this
And it would be super awkward if
I went to where you lived
Wouldn’t it?
…Can I send you another gift?
Now I think about the tweets you used to tag me in
When it felt like you were in a void with no one listening
I want to be there now as I was then
I miss knowing everything about you and being your best friend
Now I write songs about how painful the silence is
You’re always one text away but that feels like quite the distance
I wish I could be in your life again
I miss knowing you, I miss you, darling

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