I don’t know how to process what happened today

I don’t know what’s the best tune to make this feeling go away

Isn’t the fact that I’m hurting a sign that it’s wrong not to fight the gloom

I feel like I just lost the sun the stars and the moon

 

I’ve lifted up the shades

How is it still so dark

I feel so afraid

What if I can’t move on

It’s so unfair

No matter how hard I try I’m back here

Again

I’ve lifted the shades but all I see is

Nothing has changed

I guess you were the same

 

What did I expect, a rainbow after the wet weather or better yet

For the humidity to fall to somewhere comfortable like it’s not set

Like I haven’t bogged through this fog for a decade

What did expect, a parade

 

I’ve lifted up the shades

How is it still so dark

I feel so afraid

What if I can’t move on

It’s so unfair

No matter how hard I try I’m back here

Again

I’ve lifted the shades but all I see is

Nothing has changed

I guess you were the same

 

Nothing like an old friend

Who sticks through thick and thin

Doesn’t leave when you beg

Doesn’t let the light in

 

Nothing like this feeling

To keep going and going and going

And coming back

What would’ve happened if I got the check…