I finally know what it’s like to write the intro last

My feelings were built up so much they spilled out so fast

I skipped, right to, the chorus

So you can ignore this

I just wanted to say thank you and I’m sorry

For skipping dinner last night and

The conversation I can’t handle yet

 

If I say something terrible about my family

It’s only, the heat of the moment, it doesn’t mean anything

‘Cause all the below is true at the same time and separately

I’m spoiled rotten, and lucky to have them, and they are so good to me

They’re too good for me

 

My heart folds under the weight of your affections

I’m just one after the other disappointment

You don’t even know the half of it

You should be so much more mad at me

What else is family

 

If I say something terrible about my family

It’s only, the heat of the moment, it doesn’t mean anything

‘Cause all the below is true at the same time and separately

I’m spoiled rotten, and lucky to have them, and they are so good to me

They’re too good for me

 

I’m a slave to the music it’s true

And I can’t sleep until it’s noon

And I fear coming out of my room

‘Cause I know exactly what you’re gonna say

Am I trying well no not really

But do you and I, have to fight, like, this

I’m

Trying so hard just to

You know what rhymes, with this

I wrote is so many times

You can get it on your first guess

 

But you’ll never know the half of it

Because you just get mad at me

And disappointed

But you’d never read

 

So I can write the worst things

About you

I’m

Trying to hard just to

Breathe

 

When I write the worst about my family

It’s only, for a moment, realign my sanity

Because all of the above is true but at the same time

It’s only one part of the story

I cry in my room so many nights

Because they’re too good for me