I guess that I don’t have what it takes

To starve myself for three days straight

Day 1 I quit because I got a headache

I guess that I don’t have what it takes

 

It seems the next step is to take the train

To the bridge where I can die without pain

But my parents and a door are in my way

I guess that I don’t have what it takes

 

So I’ll take to the bathroom with my blade

Because I am good at making these mistakes

As much as I need to run away

I guess that I don’t have what it takes

 

You’ve got a habit of breaking hearts

So you should be familiar with this part

I wish that I could take you as you are

I guess that I don’t have what it takes

 

You were there when this all began

Now you’re the reason I’m doing this again

I need so badly to hold onto my friends

I guess that I don’t have what it takes

 

So I’ll take to the bathroom with my blade

Because I am good at making these mistakes

As much as I need to run away

I guess that I don’t have what it takes

 

My anxieties kicked me to the curb

I need to tell you but I don’t have words

I need your help but haven’t you heard

Baby, I don’t have what it takes

 

You’re forcing me to push another day

Why can’t you make it easier for me to stay

I just need you there when I am afraid

Because I don’t have what it takes

 

So I’ll take to the bathroom with my blade

Because I am good at making these mistakes

As much as I need to run away

I guess that I don’t have what it takes