I don’t mean to keep lying to you

With my heart tucked under my sleeve

It feels wrong to keep hiding the truth

But it’s harder to let you see

 

My arm hurts though it’s six in the morning

That’s not why I can’t sleep

The airways in my throat keep closing

I’ll suffocate under the sheets

 

I guess feelings change

It’s already been more than a year

I guess I’m too strange

I can’t seem to keep anyone here

 

Don’t fool yourself

You’re losing touch again

Don’t lie to me and say

That you cannot be just friends

 

You’re not mine

I’m not there in your head

You’re just afraid that

Our changing will be our end

Just like I am

 

You realized that I am not pretty now

I am only puffy cheeks

I wish there was a way to show you how

You keep looking better all the time to me

 

I miss the long walks that we used to do

The long talks every time we’d meet

Even on the phone now I wish I knew

Why you are acting so mean

 

You don’t like the sound

Of my annoying voice anymore

I won’t sing aloud

So bear with me, please, and don’t go

No, nevermind

 

Don’t fool yourself

You’re losing touch again

Don’t lie to me and say

That you cannot be just friends

 

You’re not mine

I’m not there in your head

You’re just afraid that

Our changing will be our end

Just like I am

 

You don’t have to fix all of my problems

I wish I could get rid of yours

Maybe someday we’ll get through all of it

I wish I could be sure

 

So I’m not your ideal nowadays

Just wait for me to change

I will do whatever it takes

If I can make you stay

 

Don’t fool yourself

You’re losing touch again

Don’t lie to me and say

That you cannot be just friends

 

You’re not mine

I’m not there in your head

You’re just afraid that

Our changing will be our end

Just like I am