Something’s Wrong

Something’s wrong
I can’t put my finger on it but
Something’s wrong

I thought it was the rejection letters
It started then
But it hasn’t stopped now
I know I said i am enough
But I keep looking
I don’t feel alright

I got in
But it hasn’t stopped now
Something’s wrong
Something’s wrong
I still can’t put my finger on it
Something is not going right

It isn’t the music
I practice when I want to
I can sing whenever, want to
Do something else
‘Cause something’s wrong
I haven’t figured out

i am enough
But for who
I can distract myself
For hours but from what
What did I do
Wrong
Something’s wrong
I still can’t put my finger down
What is it
What is wrong

The things I thought about today
Add up to a hole
Will I get married
Do I want to
As much as I need music
And can’t put it down for good

Is it you god
Who I can’t feel anymore
I am disappointing Mama
Something’s wrong
I might have put my finger on it
This is wrong
How is she still hurting
This is wrong
It’s been, what, almost four years now
Let it go
Mama

This isn’t a song
I am ranting
I am hurting
This is pain
It isn’t gone
Something
This is wrong
Everything is wrong

Tomorrow night I’ll give [her] a call

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