I am sick of my thoughts

I am sick of myself

I am sick of the world

And everyone else

 

I am sick in my head

I am sick in my head

 

Everything is wrong

I keep wishing I hadn’t been born

Everything is off

I keep asking for help but it’s not enough

I keep feeling wrong

I can’t get myself out of bed

I keep feeling off

I am sick inside my head

 

If I look at my thoughts

I don’t want to live

Though the face I show the world

Looks nothing like this

 

I can’t live with my head

I can’t live with my head

 

Everything is wrong

I keep wishing I hadn’t been born

Everything is off

I keep asking for help but it’s not enough

I keep feeling wrong

I can’t get myself out of bed

I keep feeling off

I am sick inside my head

 

If I go down I take the monster with me

But I am scared to die alone

So I keep my smile, I make this look easy

Don’t you know there’s nothing wrong

 

Everything is wrong

I keep wishing I hadn’t been born

Everything is off

I keep asking for help but it’s not enough

I keep feeling wrong

I can’t get myself out of bed

I keep feeling off

I am sick inside my head

 

Everything is wrong

I keep wishing I hadn’t been born

Everything is off

I keep asking for help but it’s not enough

I keep feeling wrong

I can’t get myself out of bed

I keep feeling off

I am sick inside my head