I’m writing… three? songs at once
So what, who cares if I have a crush
So what if I don’t know if I’m straight or if I’m not
So what
I’m just a giant question mark

I’m happy you relate
But I shouldn’t be
I’ve always put my mind at ease
Thinking one of us was happy
But why are
we
all
Just a bunch of question marks

I wanna go back to the other song and finish it
But of course my brain won’t shut up
It just
Doesn’t stop
(Wait, but)
Do I even want
It to, if I’m still a… question mark?

I almost wrote a bisexual anthem
Ah, I’m about to lose myself in my words again
Just one thought please, go straight ahead
I am getting overwhelmed
About my own self
And it’s so damn distracting
Where was I? Oh yeah
I was a giant, screaming question mark

{instrumental}

It’s almost like I forgot
There’s a giant freaking bar
Topics I’m not allowed to cross
As if I haven’t said enough
It’s not my brain that won’t shut up
If I keep broadcasting my thoughts
I’m in the river with no boat
Just to see
If I remember how to swim
4 seconds
One deep breath in

Leave me alone to my devices
Let social media eat me
It’s time I stopped being the consumer for once
I keep forgetting the prices
For what I thought I was achieving
Cheering like an exclamation mark
But in reality
I’m screaming
Louder than the feelings
Trying to swallow me up
If I hide my face in comicbooks
And tune out everyone
I’ll never have the answers if I don’t look
up (7 seconds, out)
And ask, stop being a question mark
become a (breathe)
“I have a question for you” mark